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The Ultimate Weapon
09 January 2011 @ 09:06 pm
1 year clean and sober, 8 months brokenly manhating, comfortably detached from the scene...

I'm eyeing the spreading cracks forming on the secure little bubble I've created to encapsulate my life.

Hammer or glue?

Hammer or glue?
The Ultimate Weapon
26 February 2010 @ 07:01 am
VOTE for the Berkeley Teen Center in this Grant contest deal.

You can vote once a day and it's easy.

Vote as much as you can, if you have a second or two. Repost if you care about Berkeley youth and stuff.

thanks guys.
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The Ultimate Weapon
07 August 2009 @ 12:33 pm
Unless it grows more, then I've got what I thought. She didn't think so because of how rare it is, and is having me get my spots checked and bloodwork done when I return.

Bye again, LJland.
The Ultimate Weapon
03 August 2009 @ 04:13 am
So, you notice some odd hair growth on your neck, randomly before bed you think "oh yeah, I should google WTF is up with that", a hop skip and jump later you've read nine google pages of medical reports, definitely know exactly and for sure which type of growth it is from the three types being extremely different in apearance, and they're all telling you it's rare, but what is rarer is that it's not an internal malignancy that's mobile. There are othr causes they're just rare for this rare symptom. Fast forward to 4am tired but worried unable to stop thinking of the repeatative statement in these reports/casestudy/articles/wiki that said:

 " a reliable marker of internal malignancy (e.g. of lung, colon, or breast, as well as others) (Fig.28.4)." "It is usually a late manifestation of malignancy, when the cancer is widely disseminated and the prognosis is poor."

talk about some unexpected scariness.
The Ultimate Weapon
02 August 2009 @ 11:01 am
Another great Eisley hit. Blown my voice from singing along to Eisley this weekend, after 1.5 years of practically never being able (read: wanted/allowed) to sing along to music (unless I was alone in the apartment) I lost all the miniscule talent I mustered from practice and am trying to regain the ability to sing well / the high notes.

Excited that Anton wrote down the chords for Eisley's My Lovely, and gave me a guitar lesson yesterday. I hope to master that one, voice n guitar n everything. :D

(see, that was kinda like a real update and things!)

Once I master "My Lovely", I want to learn this beautiful Eisley tune as well:

Current Mood: contentcontent
Current Music: Eisley, like, duh.
The Ultimate Weapon
31 July 2009 @ 05:29 pm
Eisley (My Lovely)
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The Ultimate Weapon
01 July 2009 @ 01:43 pm
Anyone who wants to be friends with Jacqui O or Jackal do so at the loss of my friendship, I'm afraid to say.

Hope people choose wisely. One of us will lie to the police and have you arrested on whim. Guess which?
The Ultimate Weapon
14 May 2009 @ 03:38 pm
Anyone have horns i can borrow for a performance on friday? PLEASE!
The Ultimate Weapon
05 May 2009 @ 12:15 pm

<3 <3 <3

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The Ultimate Weapon
21 April 2009 @ 05:07 pm
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